Deep Calls To Deep Battle yesterday

 Well as I had mentioned a real battle, was going to write about more hope for all those desiring to stay try to renew become one in Messiah together...then wake up with all those snaps after being so tired and yet again couldn't go back to sleep... all over the place with things regarding that jumped to.

Lots had typed but the last thing causing battle were 3 question regarding pride.. word!! So did post that had written all I could do.  Woke then before day over as you see posted more...added things.  I wanted you to understand the draw and they blocked that site said not there so did snaps for you to see the update this last evening when woke for you to see it..but as stated even Satan knows that about me people.  Just the fact, he knew Messiah thought his time was up then...say you b early not time yet so u must have come to see the light in me and join me... word that dude missed it again.  So will show my snaps and wondered well of course that word not in scripture to look up what I even have what is???

Reason could be lots of things people but I know one thing about the man called "The Word of God" this is the inside of that man me and you know the battle me doing Aramaic of what they did to book of Matthew, word.  I did during this battle hear a song I did know but my little sis sent me a CD of a group she knew from the river lived at and just loved it and heard the story of that couple the one singing the song.  No children as I recall could have them.  Gave of themselves to work to church working with children was my memory on it.  Loved the song and loved the way it was from them.

As the deer pants for water  by  Robin Mark

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FBppKZ0eJlQ

Talking With Father About Banners

I had mentioned the word banners a couple days ago on totallyalone site. Talking to Father as am sick of this waiting on dam men. It has been over well over a year not one thing done. So am planning to step out myself. Done with them all. My son's are still working for dam men not doing what call is...I will step out to get them funded as seems man just wants them trapped in mans land. J turned 50 time to start well mom will get-r-done since man is just stealing funds to even support them.. Sick of it I am. They and only they will know who they need to higher to work with them not any F'n other man. So a year of focus and light will come from me...God Our Father, put mother away?...but she still here. Now will do most myself simple.. will ask maybe a son to step out for mom on a bit of simple God is simple..and into Family names..showed that in the beginning..and book Matthew..no change. Any F'n man won't use his family name I take issue with in all things. Those the ones world won't let get found usually. 

Son's need a new name for business include mom maybe dad in the 2 houses you came from.. Now I thought about that and given their house name is actually Jacob not Jacobs changed to after here 20 years USA and same with me their mother...the house I am from was Ehrmann changed to Ehrman after youngest son came to USA change happened, his eldest brother here USA years before used Ehrmann so changed after youngest son moved affected children of eldest also then changed. Same on my dad's mom's side found out adopted name Paynter, but also Painter...for house of my dad both sides. Will ask my friend's attorney friend also in Florida about setting up a new house llc for work of Father. The two houses of my son's Ehrmann-Jacob truth it be. 

A friend thought you could set one up with hardly anything money wise. So will start myself now...on my own but wouldn't be surprised if even Bob would help me will see. Only man I know...besides my brothers. But advantage for our combined house that fits no other is we were all baptized by Daddy.  Bob did try.  Of course this place is world things, but for me myself and I...so not church ok...but Word of God (out of mouth of Father) only it will be as that is who and what I am. We as a family made we are...will launch for Father in world.

So much on heart mind just makes me weep... back to word banner even.. but heck it is worse than that ... just breaks my heart and makes me see no hope I say to Father...no man from beginning I ever witness in any type church anywhere ever...do what you did when you came...not one followed you. First you were baptized, repentance sins..and first call to do...next cast out Satan...say by mouth of God you telling them who you were and no man can tell the difference between words of man and your words.

I remember them years ago with the big item to buy.. "what would jesus do" No man notice your first moves recorded by Matthew and no man does that order in a church. We have rules people have to do to even be baptized...and all required repent, WORD..just repentance is enough..I don't here that one even at a baptism.  Stupid is as stupid does.  They think because said : Matthew 28:19 (KJV) Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost:  stupid they are do they not know what baptize is?  I think the disciples knew because they followed Him knew what that meant...Repent they also did.  Couldn't even follow without that or be instructed  Babies are dedicated with a splash of water on head..and to put in place godparents.. someone of the choosing of the parents to make sure child knows the Lord...that is all..if something would happen the parents pass away.  I have no clue if Grant my grand son or Natalie even understood and did that while being baptized...most don't teach it.  If I take communion..I do it then too...who teaches it?  Do you think thanking for communion covers you?  Do you think pastor can repent for you?  with words says?  If you followed you would know thoughts are same as doing.. desire someone...so you tell me what person on earth doesn't need to repent?  daily probably.

Gosh then jump end..revelations...no man knew the name..what was written..."the word " so beginning and end say and no man followed. No woman either...yet all think they are saved, talk about a rood awakening. Won't follow how simple you made it.

I say this in head talking to Father:  Then what even to put on banner... call no man Father there is one.. you and your Father are you. Then we have the world use word God yet you told them there are many gods even us...so them all follow someone named god...and all have different names...when you yourself when here used Father. Now that was a draw with Matthew..he used Abba. But them dam Catholics use it when you said not to...so the man could have been Catholic..had me get a big bible like that. So we have a world that follows doctrines of men in every religion. So ok Father what banner do you want? Even OT you talk Father...and told them you put mother away.. them think you divorced her:

 Isaiah 50:1 (KJV) Thus saith the LORD, Where is the bill of your mother's divorcement, whom I have put away? or which of my creditors is it to whom I have sold you? Behold, for your iniquities have ye sold yourselves, and for your transgressions is your mother put away.

 ...you say show me the divorce...they still no get it then. One husbandman you they still no get it... Word what is a girl to do? Well I did look up to yesterday shake head and I do...but then these people spell it Zion and Sion... You tell them salvation by no one but you..saviour.Isa 43:11 ..you tell them the scribes lie:Jer 8:8 just like news today pic... You say salvation by the Jews Jer 8:8 and the way dna is done they think tiny group..when you said so big can't count them stars and sand mention. They just don't follow or believe words out of your mouth...can't tell a difference. So stuck I am on a banner...I think if from me shaken head a good one...lol

Isaiah 37:22 (KJV) This is the word which the LORD hath spoken concerning him; The virgin, the daughter of Zion, hath despised thee, and laughed thee to scorn; the daughter of Jerusalem hath shaken her head at thee.

Well Father you didn't have one for me to shake head at world.  Just pray for new footstool.

 

*Perceived*

 Well posting this here not a normal thing but was talking with Matthew, of course like it or not Yeshua perceived by the spirit...so would hear many.  I remember even on son's site mentioning feel bombarded with questions...well that is by the spirit folks...yes hearing Father but who are the questions from??  Father?? give me a break.  Now David, he kinda already has this.. just in how intent he observes things..just didn't maybe know it was perceivin by spirit.  This below chat with Matthew..yes is..and all happened..but will let see why?  Because you all in passwords, names...think kingdom Yeshua tie words to you not of world but God in all you do online...we are planters plant GMO in world..live 1 season...tongues u know fake them out... people understood in their own language.. get it?? if'n u feel like traveling to another country plant there and keep family informed OK??  We are out to separate got it...sheep from goats.  So I may never use the pass and email mention...but put to get u thinking Yeshua..2 books ok?

Matthew  yes u as u who talk to with all this shit.  Look went to bed that dog stayed bath mat..no go bed... toss turn no rest... was shocked how long stayed tried.  And am setting up this new one dog want set up..that is no old puter shit matthew has dam lock on it even thought I would break it to even open it.  And yes u think funny my pass... well has to be tied...words...remember...and dam them ms ppl shit how many email accounts them dam ppl have of ppl never use them?  Make u sign up them used to always with them...every brand puter get.  Well this time go with them..am... yeshuasons2 think did piss me off as get whatever am and them dam ppl put my sons stuff in spam them ass holes so here we go... will use their dam email... yeshuasons2  and pass am checking as this dam out there all over place want to see first... restore@kingdomNOW  pass  if them require a number will make O  a 0
https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=kingdom+now

Daddy and mom watch Perry Stone, purcchased showed me... got from that ministry... sent gift type anyway a nice travel...communion set zip case as I recall

and laugh as think about u talk ...word and no want to remember u piss me off.. what was it  International Pancake u  did anyway talked about that as ministry type don't remember and no want to am so pissed with u

So best to let all you boys play together why I work with my son's ok and what said truth...there may be no man can tame this woman..that b call set like flint?  Flint in bible too... won't happen won't
well the dam thing will not take my birthday and seems to me I am one purchased it
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so so much for puter shit.  If these puters for my son's or who ever I certainly can't use it don't know if will back up let me put my mom address..  and yes see date dec 16    it want to know if personal or originazation...well me is me..  well am sure many cindyjacobs matthew  could try cindysuejacobs  or wait till am ehrman-jacobs if ever in my lift that happens  and since I have absolutely no mouth out of contact it is shit to me.  Tell dog quit askin my box on floor ok.  I unplugged it after just hold dam button down till shut off.  
Other than that good morning.  Oh and I was wrong them not white once remove bubble stuff them silver they are.  As in HI HO that man matthew. And horse.  Well and russia?? ain't that Ucon King dude used to watch him and his gsd too.  Quit unleashing this memory...raise the dead or get out of town ok.  4 new movie would love talk David on dogs u know...see if that movie company he did dog stuff in is still around and if any way I can get his movie I really wanted to see it...never got to...well maybe he serve me pop corn and got a free copy show me.
And I just don't remember if Daddy and I did communion say part restore me...and could have been when bob go with me vacation live golf course I can not ask if he remember it...could have been...when say only need 1 pair underware visit u mom...and tell mom I was just like her...mom about fell over...cause he see how mom was to daddy..that see same me..would have maybe seen every single daughter...get it.  I don't know don't get to talk much to them and not enough time to cover what want to ask.. nice if leave chat..family questions...see how them answer my questions.  Shit I have nothing here alone...will play with david if he wants to employ me.
So question Matthew... Yeshua say baptist was greatest... ever...and what did that man say about himself?  Just a clip OT scripture yes?  One crying wilderness?  Anyway I just see to much..and son's so need that wow like overflowing but mom no know how long be here...so to my son's moms cup runnith over.. that scripture was to us...me end chpt 59 then 1 vs next
Isaiah 59:20-21 (KJV) And the Redeemer shall come to Zion, and unto them that turn from transgression in Jacob, saith the LORD. As for me, this is my covenant with them, saith the LORD; My spirit that is upon thee, and my words which I have put in thy mouth, shall not depart out of thy mouth, nor out of the mouth of thy seed, nor out of the mouth of thy seed's seed, saith the LORD, from henceforth and for ever. Isaiah 60:1 (KJV) Arise, shine; for thy light is come, and the glory of the LORD is risen upon thee.

First 2 confirmed to me... next also added...I knew what was...not confirmed as them have to decide stand not me.

So go Bless a devil ok...maybe flip him the bird...lol  think of the conversation about birds word...ispecially if do together...them might ask u cause u weird u are.  Say well think Alfred Hitchcock ok...  the birds.. all over a pair of love birds...  lol  then bring up family say well dad called him hatch plot...and would appear every movie did you catch him???
 

Divorce in Bible

Part of the reason I get upset with Matthew is because He knows this: Deuteronomy 24:1-2 (KJV) When a man hath taken a wife, and married her, and it come to pass that she find no favour in his eyes, because he hath found some uncleanness in her: then let him write her a bill of divorcement, and give it in her hand, and send her out of his house. And when she is departed out of his house, she may go and be another man's wife.

I even brought up this type stuff talking to him.. say it really doesn't matter it has nothing to do with salvation. John 8:5-7 (KJV) Now Moses in the law commanded us, that such should be stoned: but what sayest thou? This they said, tempting him, that they might have to accuse him. But Jesus stooped down, and with his finger wrote on the ground, as though he heard them not. So when they continued asking him, he lifted up himself, and said unto them, He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her.

And this with his name even written on it lol

Matthew 12:31 (KJV) Wherefore I say unto you, All manner of sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven unto men: but the blasphemy against the Holy Ghost shall not be forgiven unto men

Well that date was 7-1-2021. We each have ducks to get in a row. For me a lot of that to even maybe help the so called christians is proof in who family represents. I have seen nothing from that other Cindy Jacobs jezabell ... but hey I could go against Benny Hinn, Kenneth Copeland, you name it..where salvation and judgment is concerned.

Plus putting any family member before God first in your life.. you have a serious problem

I mean the man even takes me to things arguing his case..I won't listen. I use the "it's not salvation" one with Him a lot. So we are in 2 different areas..Him battle and me getting word out salvation..and still try to work together. I say all the time it would be easier out of mouth sometimes. So I will go other directions for a while as I want other people spreading the word even seniors with a bit of help. I do need to get my stuff organized tis scattered.

I wrote about mentioning on thebrideisglobalnow.com what he did to me then even. He is still doing the same thing to me.

*Spirit Life* Spirit Death*

Father never used to speak to or give me a word that I wake with.. This stuff new for my time with Him. You can get to this site I can't log into.. I had coped from son's to this site. He gave me actually as I went to bed early..would wake go to the bathroom and back to bed. So I suppose if you look at this post I got a word at start of day evening.. then because reminded and worked on it.. received another word right after.. I find that interesting looking back. I don't know that I made a post about first snapshot picture I saw which anther thing then added. Hearing also Matthew agreeing with me to begin with...has also now changed a bit. I will hear words from him or comments..or song. So the truth is there was a progression it did not all happen at once. This word a very fitting one as I mentioned the soul...that people tie to body. https://imaloneintheword.blogspot.com/2021/01/spirit-life-spirit-death-yeshua_20.html

People Don't Even Ponder What Is Said

People Don't Even Ponder What Is Said: 

First we are told this: 

Mattay 7:11  If therefore you who are evil know to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask Him? 

Then we are told this:

Mattay 22:37-40 Yeshua said to him "You shall love THE LORD JEHOVAH your God from all your heart and from all your soul and from all your power and from all your mind. 38 This is the great and the first commandment.39 The second which is like it is You shall love your neighbor as yourself. 40 On these two commands depend all the written law and the prophets." 

Questions to ponder I know my answers for myself. Is gift giving love? The word love not even mentioned in first scripture. We are told we are evil though. Another question..do you love evil? Do you love yourself if that is what you are? 

While writing this heard just these few words..a song..but just these words.

Next scriptures then. Questions does evil know love? Question what does that say about loving your neighbor as yourself? Well these are thoughts when someone actually takes the time to ponder what is said. 

Now Paul does not even tell you to love God when he quotes what is all the law. I know this because of all them people quoting Paul. 

Galatians 5:14 (KJV) For all the law is fulfilled in one word, even in this; Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. 

Is Paul telling you to love evil? 

Yo 14:23-24 Yeshua answered and said to him "Whoever loves me keeps my word and my Father will love him and we will come to him and we will make our lodging with him. 24 But he who does not love me does not keep my word and this word which you are hearing is not mine but The Father’s who has sent me."

Interesting He didn't mention neighbour below. 

Yo 15:13 "There is no greater love than this: that a person would lay down his life for the sake of his friends. 14 You are my friends if you will do all that I command you."

Who's words do you keep? Pauls? Mans?? Doctrines of men??

Lots to ponder.

All have a ONE (prayer John 17)

The world does not get it...there is only 1 not a right and left...I have said hear center and left and right internal and God did not speak numbers to people, nor have codes. Those are things of doctrines of men. One me can not be only one on earth without other half that is not possible. Just the same as every person on earth has their other half here on earth. That does not mean every person will find that other person. These things I believe part of Old Testament but I am not the one with that knowledge as have mentioned many times before. 

I have also told my son's because of me staying just mainly Yeshua, except what Father has shown me out of mouth of God old testament, I believe absolutely nothing of numbers, the games I was taught that men play, so even when I mention things to them this way, I don't believe any of it. As many times as I have seen those numbers there are very few I even remember, and I have very good memory. I am not led and it is blocked from me. Example, saw at vacuum store a truck red/burgandy with the name Melissa on side. Like trying to tell me she was one with Josh now...Well I told him I don't believe it. They play games. The majority of the sheep know nothing about these games when you are talking world population...they think of themselves as above the "cattle" of the world. They are treated the same way though as even my son's who are capable of doing the work of 5 programmers and get paid shit for that type knowledge person. They have to move from place to place to get raises of their worth. Those are the people of God and how they are all treated. I believe the world calls those people black listed. Well we shall see what God's black list is for them.

Ho 3:5 Afterward shall the children of Israel return, and seek the LORD their God, and David their king; and shall fear the LORD and his goodness in the latter days.
Mic 5:3 Therefore will he give them up, until the time that she which travaileth hath brought forth: then the remnant of his brethren shall return unto the children of Israel