Truth Be Known Manipulator and Realist
My son's Jeremy and Joshua did know things and about mom being hit and attacked...I asked them if they could track me knowing programs my son Jeremy had already written...J mentioned to me David had said the same being attacked...with these he of course capable of making changes to do just that. I also ask him if he could track Matthew Stephen Moranor. I did know I needed to teach my son's games of the world men play..am sure they had some knowledgee just kept to self in certain things they even saw within programs that made absolutely no sense whatsoever. Josh mentioned David wanting me to work for him...I couldn't an was involved in ancestry those Swiss church records hard on me felt lacked mental alertness...the struggle having ... but in German lots were...so said to tell David no...I needed more proof as to what bloodlines I was from..took priority even though missed talking with David. I would say David had more insight to my spiritual being than I had of his. If Father is not number one in the life of a man I want nothing to do with them..never asked them to pray for me usually never...didn't want that shit jumping on me. If you can't stand on words out of the mouth of God ... it is get thee behind me Satan...I am a forward moving person won't go backwards when learn new truth.
I was always so proud of the type programmer their Dad was and wowed by his ability on things he would share with me. During the time also trying to tell sons they had to be quick to grab what mom typed in things or it would be lost. I also mentioned to them not to worry about their Dad even though us separated and divorce as I asked Father and he would be saved not to worry about him. He was not capable of seeing me laugh cry and do what I needed to do for our sons. I had to leave that to do Father's will. The mans solution was drugs for me as he didn't understand the Spirit or how to communicate with the Lord...people this fits around the world for goodness sakes. Their Dad believed in me and how I believed I heard the man state it over and over. He was willing to take care of me. So I told my son's not to worry about their Dad he was saved and did the will of Father re his boys and what God wanted the man to accomplish. The man failed to see the qualities that Josh brought to things in programming though...and thought of that son as being less than his older brother and that is not truth. Those boys need each other to accomplish the will of Father..not one better than the other...both are needed.
In order to do this even my son's had to separated to participate in these games and learn them. A hard thing for sons that were around each other a lot. Hard on the full family. Many in the same boat. God can put within a spouse that ONE and join them.. He can do anything. People do have a choice and that is to put house in order. Well everyone has basically been instructed wrong. There is only 1 sin that will not be forgiven just 1...but God knows the heart.
Son's maybe well maybe they did grab this from their mom, as I did type it but can't remember it could have been before they were able to view things a battle them men have had. Gosh wow so young we were in marriage..you Dad used to call himself a prophet. He would just from seeing things in science and tech magazines and all the things that man would read tell your mom future things that would happen.. and then years later... say seeeeeeee I told you that would happen didn't I. What came out of my mouth to the man way before I ever knew for a fact maybe he will remember as said again to me See I told you I am a prophet... I said back to him you are from the tribe of Levi. I don't even know if I knew that far back they were Jews...yet it came out of my mouth to him.
He was raised I found out from his mom as he wouldn't talk about his childhood, hearing threats of divorce constantly. His mom said the one word she would call his dad to describe him was he was a "manipulator" that is games folks I didn't know it then. Why? God kept the family from these things to do His will in knowledge they needed for son's call. Used their Dad Father did. A desire to be better than his dad Bob had and accomplished that. Now their Dad said to me if used one word to describe him...it would be a "realist".
Their Dad did not know and understand and trust in Father for all even safety...felt mom in danger all the time...as mom would go up to anyone and not recognize evil. It really didn't matter was what he didn't understand as God own's them all. So God can use an evil person to help me. He can use an evil person to help his son's. It's the heart that joins also and unites a ONE not only in in Father with human... so there is only a One for each person. That One for me will be able to see and know and have the same goals and desires I do and put up with me. Know that he knows we are one fixed on same goal. I told J he would see me marry this man but don't know if just being attacked as Satan can put shit in your mind, he can't hear your thoughts only Father can hear your thoughts. I instructed them because of this they are to trust NO man on their job for Father..should they not see this as just means time is not yet.
You must also understand that Messiah came to destroy the family as it was out of order way back when He wanted to kill them all and start again with Moses. So Messiah came to divide families... cause they didn't have same goals..they were not one. Can't have tons of wives when you only have 1 One.
I was a woman as well as my sisters and maybe more in world were, but trained to live in proper order even if living with evil if the man was not abusive physically to you and provided etc.. that was the case with all my sisters...each having different callings same for brothers...so all trained by same parents.
NO MAN CAN COME TILL FATHER CALLS THEM, MESSIAH SAID THAT. So a time, Fathers time has a set time for this to go out around the world. Men tried for goodness sakes even making Messiah's words to be red stand out to you to follow only him. People stupid following man. You can know from Greek even though more light is in Aramaic. Light is what will make a difference for world. Muslims had same as Christians following Paul...they follow Mohammad...had those lies just as we had them. Jews follow men within books too not God. If they did they would see the beginning as I do...and that beasts were not cursed...and that God himself killed the first one. They would see that a second breath was not done for a woman...she inside the man already alive. Blood a different color on outside than inside...and that all colors come out of black.
Inside white. So not only man out of order but woman a royal mess too in their jobs in watching neighborhoods etc keeping trash out. All need instruction...first is to hear Father yourself.
So will I leave words like Jesus, Isa, Yeshua even though we don't know the name...well to reach the world that is what is searched for now isn't it?? In Fathers house, not permitted.