Song and Song Reply

I got up a little after 1 a.m. sat here mostly not wanting to look at anything. Kept hearing song who knows from who... so I would reply with a song all this in head over and over...as that kept happening. My reply didn't change neither did theirs. My reply to me is the book of John. So finally came and got the songs..now funny thing about the Righteous Brothers... the one Brother did the song mom and I loved Unchained Melody. This another of theirs I did also know.

You've Lost That Lovin Feeling

This my come back: Johnny Angel

Then I did notice the side list on one and recognized the one woman, I used to watch this program, another I thought fun was dancing with the star's and them doing dance routines. I forgot what she sang but remembered I really liked her them you remember.

This was timing about the same time was listening to Matthew...and funny when I did listen to it just said well I don't dream hahaha and my sister that does, doesn't think all that much about them it has always been constant thing with her..every night so nothing new... now to her, it would be weird to not have a dream she does so much. As children cause I didn't I used to even then ask her as we slept together..what her dreams were. Anyway I have no clue where the first song was coming from.. lost well guess from the beginning of typing not lost that one but dam pissed at men. Mainly cause it is up to them like it or not...which is also why women and children were not counted...in feeding miracles..only men counted. So maybe a better term for me is helpless? maybe hopeless in men I am. So those more fitting for me I guess to me.. Love word..Father's love is for all..He created all..but word could tell a story in my own family my big brother home think college at dinner table word forget what he said Daddy came up standing at him challenging him right now!!! Darn right scary that was Daddy flyin out of his dinner table seat. My big bother no move. He sat at daddy's right hand side... I sat at daddy's left hand side.

With finishing this hear this one...

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HBcP1ICgUIM

Back To Book Mattay 13

I was able to read it but .. stopped did some searching...didn't do anything really to edit rest of the chapter.. started again..and stuck.. well no salvation but maybe Father want seen what I would question seeing now. I don't know but did yak but stuck again re verse 5 with this seed. I did yak even about seed would see do and ask up in Owenton when live there clip of that yak then will clip typing my thoughts re vs 5 seed I would question. I did then go try to search the net see if anything I see would even be there as if tested by someone and could not find. Is it a hidden thing needed?

I didn't live on a farm...most I know of them were visits great grandpa Thompson and living in Owenton around them. Weird noticed them do after normal crop season...plow it up again and more smooth out looked...throw out rye seed think remember? Looked like grass of some sort, asked them and they said to help was not loose top soil...with rains. makes it all look like a grass field...so no root? have no clue but just turn it under said fed the land it did too it is hilly here...rain washes it grass come up quick did. So that my crop knowledge lol didn't learn from Amish in Indiana but Smiths maybe somehow control weeds have no clue just look nice what they did. Eric when they did our septic made us quick throw seed or would loose our top.. so had to learn from around us there...cause we no did..now farmers no put straw on Eric did tell us to do too..smaller area than farm field and can't remember seed bob put.. but the farmers make full field look nice weird saw no weeds just like 2 3 inch high bright nice green lawn. farmers never did Indiana see but flat there.

Thought about all the Amish moving KY researched it there was a move that direction... buying like 500 acres..don't know how many went in on that stuff. think Qwen one of the biggest counties very few ppl...remember when we purchased...my accountant then as Ken Owen from AZ always still did ours till passed then went to Betty's in Frankfort.. and his comment me..oh you are moving to God's country. hahaha well had i did too, a cabin there wanted at Elk Lake ...and Bob just said to me "you are not going to be doing this each year" as purchased it a year after moved here owning one in Frankfort.

This my typing then re "seed" in verse 5 I personally would like to know if ever tested:

Mattay 13:5. And others fell on the rock where there was not much soil, and within the hour it sprouted 

(only way a seed sprout is wet to me so what would that mean did they used to sew wet seed? soaked..before plant? then old classic produce more? lost art so man created gmo bad seed no produce seed i would have to ask George if know parables no salvation to me truths within not have to have for salvation truth's or that small given is for seekers of desire it.,,heck maybe they know and hid it..have no idea if ever tested now me I would try to find if ever done see these things did not dwell on parables just accepted what it meant to me have no clue why have to stop now question haha so mean they changed living to dead? I don't have a person to ask mom said ask husband hahaha but why see if no need? not much of that seed left certainly not for world and we are biggest producers of what dead seed. so read again more stuck i get it is not salvation but could be life survival that Matthew Moranor was into that heart saw and a very selective survival ppl so more put the man even though not talk about Rev more in my camp beliefs without talking it really I did think read Ells a different approach backwards did started at white thrown judgment think..but still wrong is all remember it used to bother me when men including big brother with Paul, not believe Messiah words like made to be not truth we didn't understand ... to me "after the tribulation" those days means what it says. question then becomes news has history been hid.. well i searched way back before ever heard that word prederist hahaha didn't know meaning had to over over again check when told forget did. found queen of south did come up fight 70 AD think to me that one was the one of Soloman say pg go back had son, hardly ever hear that one talked. so agree part in that as God said scribes lie..that b history.had more fear of changin his words think did...not mans) 

because there was no depth of soil.